I am so glad that I have children. All three of them have been blessings in there individual ways. I constantly think of my oldest, wanting to share each and every moment with him. Although that is not possible right now, I continue to build a website so that one day he will see what I have been up to in the time that he has been away. I then think about the middle boy, so smart and funny. Constantly keeping me on my toes intelectually so that I have something to offer him. It is easy to give him advice, and then see what he does about it....:) Thirdly, my youngest was the one that was closest to me when I made a great life change. I remember the promise that I made to him when he was a baby, brand new and in the baby warmer " I will always be close to you...and I will do my best to take care of you." So far I think that I have kept that promise. But it continues to be "One day at a time"...The best way....